I am absolutely devoted to my morning ritual.
I start with an embodiment practice to awaken my body to itself,
treating my ears to the soft morning sounds of my neighborhood
and my eyes to the roses, dawn-lit beauty I have created around me.
I sink into meditation for 20 minutes,
and afterwards I savor my dark roast, French press coffee.
Then I settle in to write in my gratitude journal
with a You Tube fire cracking on my big screen TV..
G/U/S (God/Universe/Source) often joins me.
So I began:
ME: "I am grateful for: My sweet new condo in this rad neighborhood in a great city."
And-
"I desire: A beautiful spacious modern home with big windows looking at the ocean, palm trees and citrus trees."
:pause:
ME: "OK G/U/S. I feel guilty. I just landed in a great home and I now want more? Bad girl! Bad!"
G/U/S: "That's how I roll, Doll. The second I create something, I want to create even more. And I do. I never, ever stop."
ME: "Isn't there only so much to go around?"
G/U/S: "Naw. I just keep making more. And desire is why I do it. I love love love desire. It lights me up."
ME: "Which includes my desire."
G/U/S: "Yes please. And, it's always been a co-creative joint effort between us, right?"
ME: "Right! The thing is there for me to receive when I rise to the level at which I am able to co-create it with you. And that has always meant doing the 'scary" thing have never done before, which is how I learn to rise. You are a genius."
G/U/S: "And your desire is a genius essential creative ingredient. Action is the other one- putting one foot in front of the other with the winds of desire at your back."
ME: "That's kinda hot."
G/U/S: "That's P*ssytwinkle."
MORNINGS ARE ESPECIALLY FOR P*SSYTWINKLE.
For you to choose to set aside to time for self-devotion.
To step through the portal to your spirit and creational power that is most open to you right when you awake.
To receive nourishing breath all the way down to Her- your sacral, your womb,
your p*ssy- and feel Her light up as She awakens.
To exhale Her light up into your heart, through your relaxed throat and into the world.
To treat your senses:
To greet your awakening body with loving self touch.
And move in a way that feels good.
To let your eyes wander around your surroundings without judging.
To receive the sounds of the world without analyzing.
And then, to sit in silence in communion with your body's sensations.
To notice your thoughts without trying to fix them.
To fix nothing. Just notice.
To feel into your heart space and what it is holding.
To lay your heart bare to the loving God/Universe/Source.
And to open it wide to receive the nudges, hints, images, truths, ahas- the brilliance He wants to provide for you.
Because He knows your beauty. He installed it within you.
To know that you are loved.
That you ARE Love.
To FEEL THAT.
And then, to step into the rest of your day feeling nourished, cared for, seen and loved.
Because you decided that you wanted to feel that way.
So you gave that to yourself.
Enjoy your coffee- or tea!
This is P*ssytwinkle.
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