On the very Feminine-focused party of self-love that is my website and my work? Because HE will always be invited to our party.
Because without HIM, I could not have created a this website or my work at all.
Because, anything that you and I have ever birthed into the world from our desire has HIS handprint.
Because as one of my great teachers, Gillian Pothier, says, "The Masculine leads, but the Feminine goes first."
And the Masculine is the deliverer of the experience. We don't get anywhere we want to go without HIM.
The rendition of Masculine frequency that I have invited is OUR OWN inner Masculine,
our co-creative partner to our Feminine within us.
Our Shiva to our Shakti, our Animus to our Anima, our Yang to our Yin.
As an artist, I have an extra avenue to understanding how this co-creational dynamic works within me:
My desire for beauty, for experiencing beauty and for deeply experiencing myself as a creator of beauty is the my Feminine energy.
But I can- and I have- sat and sat and sat in my desire to create for long stretches of time not creating anything, immobilized by the acute and squirmy sensation of my desire to create.
Because the hotness of my Feminine creative desire needs something else that SHE does not possess and cannot be made to possess and should never be shamed for not possessing: Drive, focus, knowledge, tools, structure and courage.
Those things are not HER contribution to creation and not HER job.
The Feminine artist/creator in me needs a protector to shield her from the crushing destroyer of my creativity: criticism, fear and self-doubt in the studio.
The Feminine artist/creator in me needs her Champion, the deliverer of the art-making experience that I desire, and to provide all those things that SHE does not embody.
I need HIM. The Masculine in me, who does. Because those are the Masculine frequencies that contribution to creation.
The Masculine- within us, around us, in our world, and in the holy cosmic architect HIMself- is designed to be enchanted, inspired and ERECTED by the feeling of HER- the Feminine- in her delight, her passion, her creative urge, her desire.
And when erected by HER, HE brings the sight, tools, structure with which he will co-create the life and light she wants to birth into the 3D.
HE sets up my studio, gathers my materials, and turned on by the beauty I want to create, leads me to my studo and puts the brushes into my hands.
HE locks the studio door to protect HIS cherished Feminine creator of beauty from the that which would tarnish it: shadows of criticism, fear and self-doubt.
IS IT GETTING HOT IN HERE OR WHAT?
So, yes. HE is always invited to the party.
This is P*ssytwinkle®.
And P*ssytwinkle® can't birth her masterpiece without HIM.
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