I used to think tech hated me. I used to think that tech is like a horse that smelled my fear and then fuck with me. And I used to lose my shit when what I wanted to create required me to learn a new tech skill.
I used to like my tech story. Because when I blamed tech, I was excusing myself from responsibility. So I clung to that energy and continued to throw red-faced, foul-mouthed fits every time I needed to learn a new tech wizbang.
And how fun was feeling helpless and powerless? It wasn’t.
In my coaching and classes, I talk alot about the energy we bring to doing stuff. And my energy around tech? That of a child who couldn’t figure things out on her own. A victim who thought tech was an asshole. And that was not serving me. So I changed my story.
My P*ssytwinkle meditation is a very powerful way that I get myself into the energy of love, (see the Free Gift page), which sets me up for creating the day I want to have. I very much wanted to share it with people. Which meant figuring out a new tech thing- making a You Tube video of it.
I decided to bring that P*ssytwinkle love to it. I spent four hours on iMovie, in You Tube, laying in an image, my voice-over, background music, editing, and splicing. Stuff I didn't know how to do.
But the universe is there for us. And so is Google. I googled A LOT.
And even though it took five hours to make a 10 minute video, I lost track of time having so much fun watching my creation come to life.
What changed? This: I wanted to make the video because I love this meditation and I wanted to share. That is love energy. So I decided that tech was there to serve my love energy. I decided to serve love. And my warrior energy gladly stepped up to the plate and googles its heart out. And figured that shit OUT!
My warrior serves love. Because love serves me.
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