"Just fine".

When I feel disconnected.

Misaligned.

Unfocused, unfulfilled. When I create my day with a palette of grey tones. When I FUNCTION. And tell myself I'm fine. Just. Fine. Just. But not really. And I blame it on someone or something else. When I forget what I am really here for: To love. To experience pleasure. To receive my soul lesson when I don't. To create the experience I want. Everyday. And still get shit done when I remember that I can and STILL nourish my soul with the decisions I make every minute of every day. When I engage my senses. And I pay attention to what my body needs and don't tolerate discomfort. When I see where beauty exists for my pleasure everyday. Even in the smallest of ways. And when I create more. When I deliciously receive the attention I give my needs and desires. And expand even more to receive the love I give myself. I forget sometimes that my satisfaction is an inside job. And my soul always reminds me. So I listen to it. And put away the grey palette. And paint my day with the colors I love.